reminisce those days

i miss you alot!
happy birthday in advance to you :)

dear you,

back then my heart was blind folded with a rag of sins...can't see anything through it..and i felt the path that i took was wrong and for that i realised the things that you stand up for wasn't for you alone but for me and i really regret what i'd done...
im sorry for evrything...i wish i can turn back time :)..

I've Lost My Touch...

Assalamualaikum :)

...Hari makin hari aku rasa aku dah hilang keupayaan aku untuk buat sesuatu yg aku suka...aku tak tau kenapa TT_TT...sebagai contoh dlm bersukan,aku hilang kelajuan ,kekuatan dan strategi utk sesuatu yang aku buat...

This is the FALL of the Rising Star




i can't think of anything right now...urrrghhh i HATE this...i wanted to be like what i used to be before...i wanted to have the strength,the speed ,the confidence and the brain like i used to...man my life is getting worst...my only hope for my deepest despair is my dear God,Allah...Dear ALLAH show me the guidance for me to follow and don't astray me from the path that i should go...aminn~

i think im feeling better..and i'm better off this way :)



~EnD~

Ready mates!!

ready steady GO!!

salam w.b.t

rakan2 mari buat site visit di Melaka...

hari ni merupakan hari berbahasa English..they wanted to improves their level of confidence when it comes to presenting their ideas or uh...prsentation.ready steady GO!!! okay model dah siap...dah abis propose kat lecture and beliau ckp 'proceed'...so maree rakan2 kita laksanakan apa yg seorg architect buat...TECHNICAL DRAWING!

jom!

esok ialah hari ke site so malam ni jom tgk wayang THE BOOK OF ELI...

akhir kata majulah architect malaysia~

wasalam..

p/s:kpd si DIA imy

Kembalinya aku

Merindui Mu itu Aku

Aku termenung menjauh,

Melihat fantasi yg makin kabur,

Semakin jauh anganku makin kelam jiwa ku,

Didalam kegelapan yg gundah,

Aku mencari kamu yg memberikan ku cahaya,

Aku jumpa cinta….

Melihatku keawan biru,

Bagai melihat mu didepanku,

Aku kejarmu dengan mengapai tangan ku untuk menyentuhmu,

Tapi tak kena,

Rupanya itu cuma angin rindu yang bermain di fikiranku,

Linangan air mata membasahi bumi,

Mencarimu walau sekadar bayang,

Sukarnya memendam rasa tiada kata,

Dilubuk jiwaku merinduimu.

Jauh anganku melihat diri mu,

Teringatku waktu dahulu,

Disaat jiwaku kosong,

Kamu berada disisiku membuang kekosongan,

Aku tersentak dari lena melihat kamu tiada,

Sukar bagiku untuk hidup didunia yang tiada kamu.

Kegelapan hari bagai jiwa ku yang kosong tiadamu,

Melihat kegelapan kamu jumpa aku,

Menarikku keluar dari situ,

Pabila malam ku makinku kelam,

Terkenang kamu yang buat aku jauh terbang melayang,

Ketiadaanmu derita bagiku,

Meninggalkanmu mustahil bagiku,

Derita merinduimu itu bahagia bagiku,

Aku rindu suaramu,

Aku rindu gelak tawamu,

Aku rindu kamu….

haha benda ni aku cipta secara tetiba sbb igt DIA...

Aku jatuh sekali lagi...

hari bersejarah aku selepas 12/3/09....

projek aku-mannequin gagal disiapkan menybbkan CGPA aku paling rendah....aku sangat tertekan and i almost gv up on tht course...but i remember 1 thing that always gv me strength to strive on my goal to become an Architect,my mother....she's the spirit in me...thank you mom!!!USAHA LAGI!!!!

architorture.....

woohhh!!!

kerja yang susah tengah distrugle oleh aku...argghhhh this dots is killing me!!!!someone help me plssss.....ur help is needed....should i advertised a job as an assistant architect in training??i'll pay you hehe....recently my sensei gave me tons of assignment...so i need to finished it by tomorrow...or else i'll be dead dude...what would you do if you are in the same boat ....you probaly have an immediate severe brain damage...

ok thats all...BUSY!!!!

Fly

~EnD~

The old me...

The Old Me

Whenever I sat alone,
I have been wondering…am I alone?
A loner I am? Yes indeed,
A companion? None!
It’s just my shadow and a gentle breeze,
A lone wolf absolutely!

Whenever I see the shining stars,
I have been thinking…is there anyone I can trust?
Like the stars been faithful to the dark sky above,
No one…only myself and God,
Only God understand how I feel…empty.

Darkness taught me how to aim,
Fear taught me how to trust,
Anxious taught me how to believe,
Sadness taught me how to be gallant,
Happiness taught me how to be careful,
All these feeling taught me what life is all about,
Life for me…is another story.


Whenever I closed my eyes…I felt empty,
The emptiness began to rise,
When every time the sober inside me crying,
I can feel the pain,
I hate loneliness, but it loves me,
But I can’t run from the fact that I’m lonely.

Jealousy conquer the inner me,
When I see two love birds,
When I see a group of friends laughing happily,
Where is my friends when I need the?
Totally lonely…Felt like being betrayed by your comrades,
But I’ve been through it all with a roar of pain in my heart,
A true lone wolf indeed,
That was a long time ago…the OLD me,
And now the past hath come back to me.